How do you feel today?

[Beleg Strongbow]

are you suggesting I place myself in undue danger?

[Catz]

danger no.......avoidable daft situations.....yes ;)
but i love ya anyway ;) lol :cuddles:
still i cant talk really can i? ;)
:catz:

[Night Wolf]

i gotta goto work, that sums up how i feel right now...still bit down, but lately i'll have ups then downs. darn roller coaster...lol

[Catz]

HAH!!! lol im AT work..............its fun.....REALLY it is ;)
hopefully youre not pulling a 10 hour shift tonite hon?
i know what you mean about the roller coaster too...........so make sure you take care of yourself........and get enough sleep...........not enough sleep can leave you with your nerves on the outside............not fun when youre already emotionally tender
and yes ill stop nagging now ;) ..............promise lol
:catz:

[Vanyë]

i'm tired, and lonely, i hope the teacher's don't expect too much today.

Is college scary or is it just the idea that, well, CERTAIN poeple project? because i have to finish my autobiography for this upward bound and i'm kinda having second thoughts :( ..........it's a summer program.

[Elfdaughter]

Nah, it's not scary. You actually have more freedom. you need to be more motivated to do stuff though.

[Night Wolf]

physically i'm drained...emotionally i think i'm close to dead, *argh* i think i should sleep. least when i sleep somethings go right :)

[Vanyë]

Thanks E.

i know how you feel, Wolf. but it's an everyday type thing for me, so some days its hard, somedays its not.

[Elfdaughter]

If you're that tired, then go to bed. If you're overtired, you're run down, and more prone to getting infections. Get an early night, and good rest.

[Elenwë]

Should I make a move on him, I'm too shy and that might get wrong. I'm sick of being afraid all the time and being sad and feeling lonely. I said to myself I would never feel like that anymore, but sometimes it feels impossible. My heart is tired and for some reason it makes me hate everything... I don't think that's healthy.
I'll try to do something about this guy, although it looks a little risky for me. But I'll do it... I will, I will, I will, I will...

[Elfdaughter]

Take the risk. Imagine how boring life would be if we never took risks!

[Elenwë]

I know! but I'm scared!!!!! :(

[Vanyë]

so am i, but i've given up on him....

take the risk Elenwe, what's the point of making yourself suffer if you don't take a few risks?

[Tar-Vanimelde]

That just means it'll all be worth it in the end! Go for it! (coming from me, that's a bit hypocritical, but still... :grin: )

Hmm, it sounds like just about everyone in here needs cheering up! What to do, what to do... *runs off for a minute* Here you are! *puts Monty Python and the Holy Grail on, hands out hot chocolate and money to everybody*

As for me, I'm a bit anxious- I can't wait til April, I hear about a big scholarship on the 1st and I see my sister on the 3rd!
#Vani

[Tar-Vanimelde]

Sorry for the double post, but

:wiggle: HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAWAX!! :birthday:


#Vani

[Elfdaughter]

YAY!!! KILL THE RABBIT!!!!!

Big mistake, Vani.... good choice, but big mistake......... lol lol

One day lad, all this will be yours.
What, the curtains?

What are you going to do, bleed on me?
I'm invincible!
You're a loony.

We are the knights who say........ NI!

You must cut down the mightest tree in the forest with.... a herring!!
We shall do no such thing.
Oh, please?

So how'd you get to become king, then?
The Lady of the Lake, her arm clad in the purest shimmering samite, held aloft Excalibur from the bosom of the water signifying by Divine Providence that I, Arthur, was to carry Excalibur. That is why I am your king!
Listen, strange women lying in ponds distributing swords is no basis for a system of government. Supreme executive power derives from a mandate from the masses, not from some farcical aquatic ceremony.

[Tar-Vanimelde]

Ah, I love you, ED. Good choice, I think ;)


#Vani

[Elfdaughter]

hehe.... do you want more?

[Catz]

no...............if they want to watch it they can watch it ok??
c'mon guys, this thread is to talk in, not to quote big chunks of stuff from movies ;)
Elen.............start small...........you dont have to jump the guy out of the starting blocks hon ;).............just smile and say hi and take it from there
Wolfie, i know how it feels to be just so beaten down by it all you wonder what the hell youre bothering for.............you just have to keep going...............get enough sleep...........eat well..............its boring advice but it helps
*big hugs to all of you*
and me? lol
im tired, but ill be catching up on some sleep tomorrow..............so thats all good ;)
:catz:

[Night Wolf]

Originally posted by Elfdaughter
If you're that tired, then go to bed. If you're overtired, you're run down, and more prone to getting infections. Get an early night, and good rest.

doesnt work that way...most nights its a max 5 hours sleep.

i feel tired right now, lonely, gollumish, yodaish....etc

[Catz]

well come talk to me then............. ;)
:catz:

[Ice Dragoness]

Kittys gonna get an earful of whinging from me when she gets home ;)

Today...I'm sore as I had a slip on my crutches last night and put a wee bit too much weight onto my leg. Its all swollen and cold again

And I got some upsetting news

But my arm muscles feeling like they're getting bigger every second I use my crutches...lol

[Night Wolf]

*hugs* you know if you need to talk icey i'm online...

right now i feel helpless and confused with everything, i just dont know who i am or where i'm going...and i see no light at the end of the tunnel, its hard to change that state of mind when it seems so impossible to change my situation in life.

but in 40 minutes i goto work...i dont like the people i work with but at least i'm busy. no one seems to respect a hard worker anymore, they just go for bludging mugs who are burdens on society and know nothing of honor.

i soooo need to see a doctor and get medicated...

[LuthienT]

*Hugs Icey and NW* Get better dear and stay off the leg until the doc tells ya otherwise.
Aw NW I know the feeling, just stick with it, if you like the job and you are working hard, mabey you will get promiated and then you can laugh at the people who goff off. And you will find yourself, I still haven't and sometimes I get the same feeling, but just be who you are because you are fantastic just the way you are.:)

[Night Wolf]

well theres no leaving my job, i'm in it by an indentured contract...so basically i am a slave till july 20th 2007 *sigh*. there is no promotions where i am, i'll be a sword smith after i'm completed but thats a long time off...

...at least in the next 10 months or so i'll more than likely own a horse, that is if my pay goes up when i turn 21. i'm currently on AUD$6.20 an hour, that is a major depressant...but a horse will make a good friend since my experience with people has been less than savory. i often wonder if i really am human...

[LuthienT]

You work with swords, thats really cool! Just hang in there, you are human and you are a great person. *Hugs NW again!*

[Night Wolf]

i work with metal, and the skills i use are compatible with making swords...so not yet but i will be.

*hugs back*

grrr everytime i get down i get a head ache and my eyes darken...*goes to take some pills*

[Catz]

well and what if you arent?
humans arent the greatest things out either............but i think youre trouble hon, is that youre TOO human
*hugs him* its ok......its not nice to be in the dark, but youre not in there alone, just remember that...............and catz are at home in the dark ;)
and Icey......ill be on as soon as i get in....get me then hon, youve got me worried now

[LuthienT]

And its ok to be to human because there is goodness in humans and you have it.

[Tar-Vanimelde]

Icey, you need to take bettter care of that leg of yours! *scolds gently for a while* What was your upsetting news? Is everything ok?

Wolf, things might be looking down now, but there is a light at the end of the tunnel, I promise. Even if your job doesn't seem all that great now, it'll be worth it in the end, you'll find a way to be happy with it. Smile.

#Vani

[Catz]

yep..its the 4:45 train ;) lol
just KIDDING......................*ducks the trouts*
nah..............theres always some light, tho sometimes you just have to wait a little to let your eyes adjust to the dark
:catz:

[Vanyë]

yeah there's goodness in humans, but why do they........? never mind i do that myself.............
right now i feel..............drained emotionally, and tired physically. Counseling sucks when you don't really trust or like the person in the first place, sigh* i wish my friends were here.......at least they'll be able to cheer me up more than any other people........

[LuthienT]

*Hugs Vanye* Feel better hon! If you need any help, just call, thats what we are here for. ;)

[Night Wolf]

Vanyë hope you feel better soon...

...today i'm pretty darn tired, and the usual lonely but thats my fault. why cant we be vulcan, all emotion surpressed? that would make things alot better.

[Catz]

yeah cept that then wed all drop dead of perforated ulcers ;)
emotions are essential for our health..........and they often contribute to ill health too, but thats always our choice hon
lonliness is a hard thing to bear, but it IS bearable..........take the time to get to know yourself...........get comfy in your skin
:catz:

[Lady Luthien]

I certainly would not want to live my life without emotion...what would be the point? There's bad emotion, yes...but I think the good out-weights it.
But anyway...today I'm in a relatively good mood besides the fact that prom will be one huge mess :grin:
Cheers to Friday tomorrow! entdraught

EDIT: nevermind about the good mood...the one person I was excited about going to dinner with isn't going, so now I will be with only one person that I know...not including my date. That's right...I've never met my date before and my friends are not having dinner with me. Can't effing WAIT untill graduation.

[LuthienT]

Wow good luck LL. That sounds instresting but Blind dates can be fun! Have fun till graduation and enjoy the time you have before going to college!

[Lady Luthien]

Not really a blind date that has already has a girlfriend. And it's not that I think college will be wonderful, I would just like to meet different people...I'm sort of sick of some of the people at my school, that's all. I'm just in a lousy mood..I mean I know I have a lot to be thankful for and happy about. But it's sort of a one bad thing after another deal. And prom seems to be working out perfectly for everyone else...I hate that! lol

[LuthienT]

I am so sorry to hear that, I hope it gets better. *Hands her chocolate* It will get better and college is so much fun! It gets better, just hang in there.

[Lady Luthien]

lol yea hopefully

*pushes away chocolate* I already went way off my diet, and no matter who I go to prom with...I must be able to fit into my dress! lol

[LuthienT]

Hon you do not need to diet!! You are fine just the way you are.

[Lady Luthien]

lol it's not because I think I'm fat or anything, it's just that literally my dress is on the verge of not fitting, or ripping if I am not just the right size...I will need to shed a few pounds to feel comfortable in it...and to be able to zip it up lol I was being cheap and had to use an old one that didn't really fit...but hopefully it will by next Sat :p

[LuthienT]

Good luck with that.;) Then get off the diet! For a girl you age its not healthy. (sorry to scold but I do not want you to get sick from dieting earlier in life)

[Lady Luthien]

I don't diet that way...I just watch what I eat and excersize more. I mean...I/m not gunna starve myself, plus that doesn't get any long term weight off it just decreases your metabolism...and anyway I NEED to diet to fit into mydress...like if I'm going to prom then I need to be able to wear something to it lol It's ok I'm definately more healthy when I diet...not less

[LuthienT]

Ok ok. I will stop with the lectures. lol As long as you don't go to extremes and don't start starve yourself you will be fine.

[Lady Luthien]

hehe don't worry about it
yea I hate it when people starve themselves...it's like they need the attention or something. I mean it's so unhealthy and doesn't accomplish anything but drain your energy and brain power.

[LuthienT]

Yep, I think the people who starve themselves are very troubled people and believe the negative things about them. Its verys sad and they are only hurting their body.

[Elenwë]

Hey Girls! How are ya!??

I'm terribly tired and exams haven't even began, can you believe that?, it's awful but I'm quite happy because I'm not having that much trouble with math subjects, so I guess this time it won't be so horrinle, let's see how's the outcome.
I saw that guy today and again i wasn't even able to look at him, he must be thinking I'm a stupid, but I'll gather all my courage and tomorrow I will at least smile at him I PROMISE!.
Nighty night :)!

[LuthienT]

Were are good! Good luck with Exams! You will do fine. I bet that guy thinks you like him and you are a sweet girl, no harm in being shy. Good night. Sleep tight, Good luck tomorrow where ever the wind blows.

[Tar-Vanimelde]

You'd better, I'm holding you to that promise!

My friends threw me a surprise party today and left me flowers in every class, plus I got a decorated Legolas Standee so I'm pretty darn happy right about now! ;)

#Vani

[Ice Dragoness]

Originally posted by Lady Luthien
hehe don't worry about it
yea I hate it when people starve themselves...it's like they need the attention or something. I mean it's so unhealthy and doesn't accomplish anything but drain your energy and brain power.

People with eating disorders do not starve themselves for attention, most the time they dont even want people to know.

Dont critize something you dont know anything about. You never know who might have an eating disorder...it could be any of your friends or family

I'm not too bad today, painkillers are kinda making me sick but I feel better. My leg is still weird and wonderful colours lol

[LuthienT]

Yep, I had to keep a close eye on my friends in Highschool in case something came up. Glad you are not in much pain today but hope that the effect of the painkillers wear off.
Glad you had a fanstastic B-day Vani!

[Tar-Vanimelde]

:grin: Lt, :smooch:
Icey, I hope that silly leg of yours gets better soon. But colors are fun lol


#Vani

[LuthienT]

:smooch:Yep they are so much fun! Just rest young Lady! lol

[Tar-Vanimelde]

I have a friend in soccer and, in season, we spend the first few minutes of class each day examining her bruises. We've figured out the sequences of color change and I've gotten quite acurate in my diagnoses- elbow, knee or cleat inflicted lol

#Vani

[LuthienT]

Wow, thats instresting. lol Good way to learn though. ;)

[Night Wolf]

i feel the same today...exactly the same.

[Vanyë]

my ankle hurts i'm tired, i'm crabby, but i feel.................okay, surprisingly.
i had a dream with my frind in it...........it was a dream....but my sister woke me up too early.....

[Night Wolf]

Vanyë love the sig ;)

*hugs*

[Night Wolf]

I feel ugly and a little annoyed... (http://www.axeforum.com/community/files/moi2.jpg) ;)

[Catz]

lol well you REALLY dont wanna see what i look like at 4 am ;) lol
whats wrong with your ankle Vanye?
:catz:

[Night Wolf]

lol well thats me at 1am tonight ;)

and that picture makes my lil goaty look weird, i must of had my head tilted cause its evenly shaved on each side ****** :p

[Theodon's neighbour]

I have a chesty cough. Painful.
In need of medical attention:(

[Vanyë]

well you should get it TN.
Some to you, Wolfie ;)

my ankle kind of hurts from the time i spraind it during soccer practice, i couldn't play for three weeks.

[LuthienT]

TN feel better. *Hugs and sends cough drops and soup* That sucks Vanye, I hope your ankel gets better. *Sends Vanye Ice and chocolate* :grin:

[Catz]

thats no good
im TIRED and i want to go HOME to BED!!! lol
its 6:37 am and im almost finished for another nite ;)
:catz:

[LuthienT]

Its almost over. *Hands her a pillow and blanket* Then you can sleep, I have been up for awhile and I am tired myself but I can't go back to sleep, To much to do later. *Drinks Coffee*

[Bawax]

hello everyone. who missed me? *watches the tumbleweed roll on by*

anyway how is everyone? i've had a good week, my birthday was on wednesday and i barely remember it and as if i hadn't celebrated enough, i'm off out again this weekend :grin:

[LuthienT]

I did! I did! HI B! :birthday: Belated to ya! I am glad you had a good birthday!
I am good, tired and out of it still. lol

[Catz]

i always miss ya hon..............my aim is off ;)
glad to hear you had a good bday.......i left you bday wishes in the bday thread :smooch:
im having a coffee and warming up from the ride home.......this is good ;)
:catz:

[LuthienT]

That is a good thing Catz and take a nap if you get the chance. :smooch:

[Elenwë]

Hello people!!!
You wouldn't believe how tired I am.
Hope your coloured leg is better Icey as well as you birthday people has a nice day ;)
Haven't make my promise 'cause today I didn't see my "love" today, well I did but I was heading home and he was on the other sidewalk so I couldn't do what I wanted to do, but tomorrow I wil I PROMISE I PROMISE I PROMISE I PROMISE I PROMISE I PROMISE!!!!!

[LuthienT]

*Hands Elenwe a blanket and pillow* Sleep hon and don't worry about it right now.
Today I am feeling neither happy nor sad nor tired, (Maybe a little) nor angry, Its werid. Miss Dragoness how is the leg?

[Elenwë]

Thanks Lt, but I don't think I can go to sleep soon, I have lots and lots to do mecry, I'm horribly tired.

[Ice Dragoness]

B!!!!! *tackles him with a hug*

Do you feel loved now? lol

Thanks for asking about my leg guys...its still the same, though the swelling is slowly starting to go down and my leg doesnt feel like I've stuck it in the freezer

I even have my next event planned, if I'm a good girl and stay off my leg for another week I might just be able to go :grin:

[LuthienT]

Ah I sorry to hear that. Get to bed ASAP!
Good to hear you are getting better, just stay off your leg now and you will get better faster. Don't try to go to fast. (I know someone who had an injury went to fast and tried to recover fast and hurt themselves even more and had to spend more time recovering. Not fun!)

[Tar-Vanimelde]

tired. hungry. but happy all the same ;)

#Vani

[LuthienT]

Now thats cool! lol Today I feel tired and happy! lol

[Tar-Vanimelde]

OH MY GOD!!! I just found out that I won a scholarship to a really great school- full ride and a study abroad for four summers. I am in complete shock!!!

#Vani

[LuthienT]

OMG! VAN! CONGRATS! :hooray: I am so happy for you! That is really cool!

[Lady Cele]

:hooray: :hooray: :hooray: Thats awesome, Vani!!! Congratulations....:cool: I'm very happy for you!

[LuthienT]

You deserve it hon! Good job!

[Tar-Vanimelde]

Thanks, guys! I'm on cloud nine right now :grin:

#Vani

[LuthienT]

I bet, I don't blame you! That is so great! *Runs around the room happily*

[Elenwë]

Congrats Vani!!!!!! Yay!!!!! :)

I'm fine today... it's all good lol

[LuthienT]

Thats good! Its the weekend. Yay! Icey hows your leg today? I hope it keeps on getting better and better. :grin:

[Night Wolf]

CONGRATS VANI!!! :)

today i got a head ache...but i always get them.

[LuthienT]

*Gets ice pack and aspirin* Thats not fun! I hate headaches! :mmmm:I hope you feel better.
I am happy now I found my EETT dvd. :):grin:

[Tar-Vanimelde]

Thanks Wolfie ;) I hope the headache has gone away :rose:

I just got back from a spotlight on youth performance- I got to see a ton of friends singing, dancing and playing. I'm doing pretty well tonight :grin:

#Vani

[Catz]

lol, well im glad youre happy Vani.................someone has to be ;)
i think fate noticed that id been relatively happy for 2 days in a row and decided to rectify that, by throwing another spanner into the works;) lol
ahhh well, such is life...................well mine at least lol
:catz:

[Night Wolf]

still got a head ache...wanna goto sleep and not wake for a 1000 years.

[Ice Dragoness]

My leg is pretty sore, my friend and ex took me shopping and to the movies to cheer me up

But I've just had my painkillers....no scotch tonight..lol so I'll be in bed very soon ;)

[Catz]

sleeeeeeeep..............thatd be good...but it is frowned on at work, so thats out
go to bed Icey, nite nite lol
:catz:

[Ice Dragoness]

I'm going!

*drags her blankie and pillows into the corner and goes to sleep*

[Night Wolf]

i should be going to sleep but i cant :p

sleep well icey...

...*continues watching pearl harbor*

[Catz]

well if Pearl Harbour dont put you off to dream land it cant be done ;)
lol
:catz:

[Bawax]

thanks for missing me Catz, Icey and LuthienT, i did have a good birthday thanks for mentioning it, i did however get a whack in the nuts from a young cousin. Such an adorable little cherub verymad

how is your leg feeling now Icey? i was going to mention that my leg was hurting a bit today but i think your probably in a bit more pain then me so i'll shut it. :)

today i got hounded by an alcoholic bloke, he tried chasing me down the street when i was jogging and he dropped his can, he actually shouted a drawn out "Nooooooooo!" That made my day. :grin:

[Catz]

ahhh kids....such darlin lil sweeties........specially on toast ;)
lol well thats something isnt it hon.........that you can give a drunk the DTs.... ;) lol
:catz:

[Bawax]

when i heard the scream i actually looked back to see if he was coming after me, that can was probably his only friend, well he appeared to be whispering sweet nothings/mumbling to it anyway. ;)

[Catz]

lol and what time was this then?
its just you sweety....your magnetic personality........he actually threw over his can for YOU ;) :rolleyes: lol
:catz:

[Bawax]

it was about 10 am that this incident happened, he must be a late starter for your average alcoholic bum round my area. :)

well maybe that was the case, i do have rather dashing calf muscles, maybe they were just too much for him to resist. ;) lol

[Catz]

now you just KNOW im not gonna take that without proof dontcha??
they arent as hairy as your thighs are they? :o lol
:catz:

[Bawax]

no, my calfs aren't particularly hairy, their just well toned, i do alot of running as you can probably tell. people tend to direct alot of anger my way, this often follows with my "calf excercise" routine. lol

[Catz]

mmm hard to believe tho it is, i AM aware that you spend a goodly amount of time doing leg exercises...otherwise known as legging it ;) lol
and youre SUCH a sweet and charming soul too...tho thats half the problem i think, at least it is to the BFs of the women youre being sweet and charming to ;) :rolleyes: lol
:catz:

[Bawax]

i have actually become good at legging it, its a difficult thing to do especially if your in the middle of a crowded pub, i've perfected the hit and run method, give any angry BF a whack on the nose and bolt the other way, everyone makes room for people who throw punches. :grin:

cheats never prosper but us cowards don't do too bad. ;) that'd be a good one in the advise thread, i'm just getting a little confused.

[Catz]

getting??
well you confuse me petal, but then, i live in the state of confusion so thats ok ;)
lol well just dont get your poor ole nose whacked again is all i ask.............i feel a great sense of sympathy for your poor nose ;)
"when in the merde, stay there.....at least you know where you stand" which kinda sums up where i am ;)
:catz:

[Elenwë]

Hey people!!!! Nice to read you had a nice day Bawax! :)
Hope your leg is better Icey :)
Wolfie... I had a headache yesterday too, it didn't even let me study, I had to got o bed right away and I felt really mad 'cause I can't lose time, I have hundreds of Photoshop works to do plus 2 math exams... it's driving me insane!!!! ... Bottom line, I hope you feel better.
Yesterday a friend of mine told me that she wanted to fix me up with the guy I like, I almost drop dead.... I know I said I was going to make a move on him by myself, but a little help is always well received lol lol lol

[LuthienT]

Hi Elenwe, I hope you headache is better and goodluck with the matching up, I hope things go well and with the photoshop and exams, not fun! I hope Icey and NW got some sleep and are feeling better.:)
Wow thats very instresting Bawax. lol Thats something that doesn't happen every day.

[Bawax]

lol thank you LuthienT and Elenwe, i wouldn't describe that gentlemans language as nice or interesting but it was certainly an experience.

it may not happen everyday (just twice in my life now) but this makes 2 attacks in 2 weeks by drunken bums, at least the other one merely called me ugly. lol

[LuthienT]

Wow, I bet that was an experience though. lol 2 attacks in 2 weeks? You ought to be more careful.

[Bawax]

the fortunate thing is they appeared to be too far gone to attack a puppy effectively, having said that i'd imagine if they got too close their smell could have knocked me out. ;)

hows your day been Luthien?

[LuthienT]

Yep, thats true. lol Never approach a stinky drunk. lol
OK, thanks for asking. I am tired when I should not be. lol I got a lot of sleep last night.

[Beleg Strongbow]

I'm tired and aching everywhere. My weekend has been a very busy 48 hours. Today is my day of rest...that means I only have to dust, vaccuum, do the washing, and mend a broken shelf. Should be enjoyable...

[LuthienT]

Sounds like fun. I try to avoid cleaning as much as possible but I am such a perfectionist I can't keep away. lol

[Catz]

tired........................did i mention TIRED???
4 hours sleep...........not counting now...............pretty good sleep typing hunh? lol
:catz:

[Ice Dragoness]

Tired here as well, didnt get a good night sleep...surprise surprise

[Night Wolf]

couldnt sleep either, but i never can...but supprisingly i'm not too tired. been deviously planning what i'll be getting with the money i've saved and my tax return money i'll be getting...decided on getting right back into Iaido so need a bokken and quality katana. least then i might be around people who understand me, and of course when out of form get a nice bamboo shinai across my back :p *owwie*

off to work in 1 our but thats ok, it pays for the only thing that i seem to be able to truly love...:cool:

:gollum:

[LuthienT]

*Hands out blankets and pillows* Get some sleep if you can.
Have fun at work NW.

[Night Wolf]

lol fun at work? hehe nice one...

sleeps pooh anyway...i went to bed at 1am but never slept till like who knows when lol

[LuthienT]

Yeah I thought you might like that. When is work fun? lol
I hope you do get to sleep, how the hek do you work without sleep? I guess you kinda get immune to it. lol I kinda did while I worked. I became totally sleep deprieved but it was fun working late at night. (Catz must think I am crazy).

[Night Wolf]

i dunno, insomnia is a weird weird thing to have...lol

and i'm usually yawning alot so that helps :p and i usually do this for several months then i'll crash and burn...take a few sick days off cause i can barely walk lol

oh and i got court on thursday :o naughty me :naughty:

[Catz]

hey you want beatings, i can give you that ;)
im JUST in the mood ;) lol
:catz:

[LuthienT]

Wow thats what I am doing right now. (and I am moving so I am off work for now)lol Your on Court? Is this Jury duty or are you going to court? Good luck!
Catz if you really want to beat up something I can lend you a Leggy Doll to beat, just don't tell anyone I did that. lol

[Night Wolf]

going to court...mesa is naughty, been speeding too much mecry lesson learnt though...

[LuthienT]

Oh I hope things go well for you and you learned not to speed. ;)

[Night Wolf]

i still speed sometimes but only on the dead open roads at like 2am :p no one's on them ever so why not?

[LuthienT]

You still got to be careful, thats what people tend to think and then suddenly they are in an accident or got killed in an accident. Not to mention you can fall asleep at the wheel while speeding and god help ya then.

[Tar-Vanimelde]

Ok, I'm not sure whether to laugh or be outraged. My mother just told me that if I get someone to ask me out by the end of the school year, she'll give me $25. What the hell is up with that?

#Vani

[Cuiel Rilwen]

Jeez Louize. What encouragement.

[Tar-Vanimelde]

I know! I'm leaning towards insulted, I think lol

#Vani

[Cuiel Rilwen]

Is she desperate to have grandchildren or something lol

[Tar-Vanimelde]

Who knows. I think she thinks I need a bit of prodding. I just say I'm not rushing into things :)

#Vani

[LuthienT]

Wow, thats instresting. Talk to your mom and see whats up.

[Tar-Vanimelde]

I think she's mainly teasing. But who knows?

#Vani

[LuthienT]

Mabey. Then again who does know. Just ask her whats going on and why she asked that. Maybe the truth will come out.

[Catz]

id be insulted i think..............only $25.00???? ;) lol
KIDDING!!!!
id say she was teasing.............you know parents, they cant help but worry about everything
:catz:

[Elfdaughter]

Oh, that's true alright.......

[Catz]

well its 2:50 am......and im still awake..............just barely ;)
thanks to copius quantities of coffee ;)
theres absolutely NOTHING happening tonite.................i think im gonna have to sellotape my eyes open lol
:catz:

[Vanyë]

i had a pretty good weekend, cept that i woke up a few times because of a recurring nightmare. i'm sorta sad today though......hmm

did any one watch PASSION OF THE CHRIST yet?

[Elenwë]

I don't want to see that movie. I don't know why.... maybe is because deep inside I feel guilty. I'll give it a try... someday.

I'm so tired. I've been studying non-stop since... I can't even remember, but it was weeks ago, I couldn't go out on weekend and I can barely check my mail. I'm exahusted and Saturday, the last day of exams, is soooo far away. I need some vitamined around here.

[Tar-Vanimelde]

Vanye- I did, you can see my comments here, in the Passion thread ;) http://www.warofthering.net/forums/vbulletin225/upload/showthread.php?s=&threadid=4724

I'm pretty tired myself, I think getting some sleep might fix that, but who knows when that'll happen?

I got in to two more colleges, though, so I'm happy ;)

#Vani

[LuthienT]

I am tired when I shouldn't be. lol *Goes off to take a nap*
Congrats Vani! Wow you are doing well! I am so happy for you! :hooray:

[Vanyë]

i'm tired myself, had a nightmare again and i think i'm gonna catch a cold.

periodical bouts of depression but i'm okay.......

[LuthienT]

:rose: Cheer up Vanye! Its ok! Somehow things will work out for the better.

[Bawax]

i've had a good day today, i didn't do anything much different to normal but i've sort of been in a happy mood all day, and i haven't even been drinking. :o :)

[Theodon's neighbour]

Bit tired.....been out in sun all day, got prickly heat on my forehead. Great!

[Tar-Vanimelde]

Yay! That's cool ;) Good moods for no reason are almost better than ones for a reason lol

Thanks Lt :smooch:

I'm in pretty good mood as well, I got to miss school to help out at a middle school solar car event- I was a car catcher at the finish line for 3 hours, then I got lunch and went home. Better than history class anyday ;)

#Vani

[Catz]

lol well thats good..............a happy lil B is a good thing ;)
im just surprised.............last time i looked at the clock it was 3 am.................and now its 7.00 am lol
think its time to hit the hay lol
:catz:

[Tar-Vanimelde]

Catz, we need to work on your sleeping habits lol (or is that non-sleeping habits? :huh: ) Much as I love talking to you, go to bed! Or your key board is going to go splat lol

#Vani

[Catz]

lol well this IS normal hours for me ;)
:catz:

[Tar-Vanimelde]

I know, that's what we need to work on lol You're going to end up a vampire if you're not careful. Do you work shift so you can occasionally sleep at night? Or are you truely a creature of the night ;)

#Vani

[Catz]

if i said "yes........mwhahahahahahah" would that mean people with stakes and pitchforks?
lol i tend to stick to nite hours even when im off
:catz:

[Tar-Vanimelde]

Nah, I'd just hide when you started looking peckish lol
Ah, night owl, eh? I've definitly started keeping later hours since I came on here- we have dial up with one phone line, so midnight is a good time to be online ;)

#Vani

[Catz]

i think youre safe.........start worrying when i skip the garlic bread ;)
i like being up at nite...........you can think at nite, cos there are less distractions..........the only thing is, you DO have to fit in some snooze time at some stage lol
:catz:

[Tar-Vanimelde]

Yes, and that's the problem currently lol For the both of us, it seems. But spring break is nex week, I'll be able to get some sleep then- ha! I'll be busy, but it'll be fun :p Any bed time on the horizon for you, kitty? And you're right, night is much more productive and calm than the day anyways

*waves a bit of garlic at Catz to see if she flinches* Nah, you look fine for now ;)

#Vani

[Catz]

yeah im gonna flake soon in fact........for afew hours anyway..........then i gotta get up and find out if my bike has in fact died or not ;) lol
:catz:

[Tar-Vanimelde]

:elfeek: Ah, I hope it's ok.
*shoos Catz to bed and turns down the lights, hanging a 'do not disturb' sign on the door*

#Vani

[Catz]

heheheh im going , im going ;)
:catz:

[Tar-Vanimelde]

Slowly, so slowly! lol See ya later, Catz

#Vani

[Elfdaughter]

She still hasn't gone..... lol!!

I feel sick..... going to bed soon as well.....

[LuthienT]

Oh I hope you feel better. *Shoos ED to bed into another room and closes door with sign. "Do Not disturb or Else"* Do you need anything before I leave you to dreamland? Soup?
Bye Catz, sleep tight dear. ;)

[Elfdaughter]

Thanks LT. Night night!!

[LuthienT]

Night dear, I hope that when you wake up you feel peachy and good as new. Call if you need anything. ;)

[Elenwë]

You're all going to bed now, how cool is that!. Meanwhile I have to gather all my strength and keep working, no matter how much I hate, I feel so weak and saturday seems so far away. Men I need some coffee!...
Sometimes I hate being th girl with issues, but at some points I feel that I can't take things anymore, it's pathetic and I feel self-compassive and I hate it even more, but right I'd like to scream out loud or become somebody else. Why can't I be normal, a normal person who stablish normal relationships with other people, just as simple as it is, why am I unable to put a darn smile on my face and offfer it to somebody else. I'm talking crazy, I better go study right now...

Sweet dreams people!

[Vanyë]

i'm nostalgic right now, i need a hug..... boohoomecry

[Ice Dragoness]

*hugs Vanye*

I'm happy cuz I'm bringing my horse to our place for a few days, my parents told me to mow the lawn when my leg gets better so I am ;)

[LuthienT]

Thats good to hear. I hope you are continuing to get better young Dragoness. :) *Hugs Vanye and Elenwe* Its ok Elenwe and Vanye, you are special just the way you are and everyone has issues, its ok, you just need to get through them and smile no matter what is put in front of you.

[Elenwë]

Well, when you put it that way....
Sometimes it doesn't feel that easy, at least for me, but I won't ler myself drown in that comotion... no I won't.
Thanks you guys :cuddles:

[Beleg Strongbow]

I feel like a Tooheys.

[Catz]

funny ;) with that colouring you LOOK more like a VB ;) lol
*runs away*
:catz:

[Beleg Strongbow]

droll......very droll pfbbt

[Catz]

heheheheh i knew thatd get a bite ;) lol
:catz:

[LuthienT]

Originally posted by Elenwë
Sometimes it doesn't feel that easy, at least for me, but I won't ler myself drown in that comotion... no I won't.
Thanks you guys :cuddles:

I am glad to help! Just don't give up, its not easy, but you can do it!
Feeling better and well rested Catz? I see we are already into trouble.roflmao

[Catz]

nope im feeling exhausted and headachy..............but ok ;)
lol and it just wouldnt be a normal day if i didnt get at least ONE bite outta Beleg ;) lol
its just cos i love ya Beleg sweety :cuddles: lol
:catz:

[LuthienT]

*Hands her Aspirin, ice, and blanket* Do go to bed again if you get the chance and feel better. :(
Today I feel sacarstic. lol

[Elfdaughter]

I'm still sniffling....

[Night Wolf]

:naughty:

GUESS WHOS BACK!!!

sorry people, my stupid brother went and used the bandwidth and when they cap the speed it stops me getting on any forums of this size mecry

right now i feel odd, tomorrow at 9am is the big morning in court (yes on april fools day, and i feel just like a fool).

[Catz]

heya Wolfie *hugs*
well good luck with court hon.........hope they dont come down too hard on ya
:catz:

[Elfdaughter]

Why are you in court, Wolfie? *Hugs Wolfie* Good luck, anyway....

[Night Wolf]

this iddiot wolf got done speeding one too many times...

...its either i lose it or goto court and keep it on the grouds of i'd lose my job without it. basically i'd end up in a bargain for 12 months, if i break that it transends from motor vehical registries problem to a legal problem...6 months jail or $3000 and mark on my permanent record.

this came just as i started ironing out the crinkles in my life...*grrr*

but thanks...I'll be fine :grin:

[Elfdaughter]

Poor Wolfie! *hugs him again*

[Ilmarë]

Today i feel thankful... my b/f was flying back home yesterday and the plane lost cabin pressure, had to ditch fuel and make an emergency landing... all turned out well tho... thank God!!!!!!!

[Elfdaughter]

Ouch... scary, Ilmare!

[Ilmarë]

Well, it wasn't ... until i really started to think about it... then it hit me like a ton of bricks!!!

[Elfdaughter]

Gods, yeah! That would hit me quite hard as well!! lol. I'm glad he's OK, though.

[LuthienT]

Me too. That is still pretty scary. *Hugs Wolfie* I hope things go well! Good luck!

[Ice Dragoness]

Good luck Wolfie! Dont forget I'm driving your car if you lose your license...lol

I'm sick, I think I'm getting a cold.....my pony is being a poohead and teasing the dogs that live up the back. He trots up to the fence and when they come running he turns away and canters back down the yard

Its funny but once hes been doing it for an hour I'm kinda sick of hearing thundernig hoofbeats lol

[LuthienT]

lol *Sends soup* I hope you feel better. Well today I am sad, I just moved and I am so sad to be leaving the down under and all the great people there, not to mention tired, its a long trip! And then theres a part of me that feels great and is happy to be starting a new life in a new country and exicited to be in a new location. I am torn, lets just leave it at that. lol
Icey you have on smart horse! lol

[Ice Dragoness]

Not happy, my clipper blades have gone blunt halfway through clipping my horse

So hes hairy on one side and nice and clipped on the other lol

[LuthienT]

lol Wow that sucks, I hope you get it straightened out!

[Night Wolf]

Originally posted by Ice Dragoness
Good luck Wolfie! Dont forget I'm driving your car if you lose your license...lol

hehehe you dont get to drive my carrrrrrrr!!! ;)

i feel victorious ;) I WIN I WIN!!! :naughty:

[LuthienT]

lol I will then! lol Good for you Wolfie, go in confident, you can get through this!

[Night Wolf]

already through it :p

right now i'm watching seven samurai, one of the best films ever made...i sooooo cant wait to get my katana in.

right now i feel bored, i cant wait to start my training again...then i'll be less bored :grin:

:gollum:

[LuthienT]

How did it go? Everything ok? Training sounds like fun, what kind of training is it?

[Night Wolf]

yeah just said my peice and she let me keep my licence on the grounds it would put me in a really bad financial status, my parents health condition means they are in no means capable of taking me (dad busted back and mom cancer...). plus she didnt want to risk my apprenticeship, it rests on a edge of a blade as it is.

and Iaido is what i train in...a japanese sword art, the art of the draw and cut. ;)

[LuthienT]

I just noticed, sorry. :blush: I am still way out of it from some reason. Congrats! I hope that things go well for you and your mom gets cured of her cancer.

[Elfdaughter]

Well done Wolfie! We told you you'd do it!!

Laido looks really interesting - I study rapier, myself.

[Tar-Vanimelde]

Ah, I'm glad things squared away pretty well for you, Wolfie.

I wanted to reply to everyone, but I keep on forgeting what people have posted lol so congrats to everyone who's feeling good, and hugs to everyone who isn't... :smooch:

I'm happy 'cause a friend of mine just joined, Tulkas. So be nice to him if you see him around... ;)

#Vani

[LuthienT]

Thanks Vani, thats so sweet. :smooch: Good to hear things are going well for you and I hope your friend has fun with Tulkas. I am still in a sacarastic mood, beware. lol

[Tar-Vanimelde]

lol I'm always wary of you ;) Yeah, Tulkas is a guy from my school- his account hasn't been activated yet, but I've been pestering him to join up here and I finally convinced him ;)

#Vani

[Catz]

thats cool Vani
im TIRED...........in fact ive just woken up again- got home from paying some bills, sat down, and woke up 5 mins ago lol
this is what happens when i screw up my sleeping patterns ;)
and now im off to do the laundry.................such FUN lol
:catz:

[Vanyë]

i'm so tired, my knees hurt becuase i didn't stretch before i went running, my temples hurt and theres too much on my mind.....maybe i'll skip out of first period..and sit in the counselors office and think. :p

[Bawax]

today has been a rollercoaster, at 7am i felt like going back to bed cause my mouth (after a night on the beer) was like gandhi's flip flop, after that the day went up, and up, and up. today gets a 9 out of ten.

have you been getting plenty of sleep kitty dear?

[Lady Luthien]

Today I feel like saying: Kev, if you see this...sign on at 10:30 your time(if you're still up), or maybe a lil earlier, so we can chat!! I haven't talked to you in forever!

[Catz]

sleep???
whats that petal? lol
i know what would make me sleep, but unfortunately im not getting any of that ;)
today im less than impressed............cos i havent got the bike i had to get a lift into work....an HOUR early, and i cant get a lift home till 2 hours after my shift ends....not till after 1 am mecry
im bummed severely ;)

[LuthienT]

I am so sorry Catz, I hope things get better. *Sends basket with catnip and other things*
Today I am tired and sad. I dunno why I am sad I just am.

[Ice Dragoness]

I'm sick....my head feels like cotton wool and I feel like I'm coughing with every deep breath I take

and I got the feed bucket thrown at me again today because my horse was getting impatient for breakfast..lol

[LuthienT]

Oh Icey, I am sorry dear. *Sends more soup and blankets* Get better soon! How is the leg?

[Ice Dragoness]

Leg is pretty good, its still a bit ouchies when walking up the stairs or riding....

I rode my horse to our place the other day, doing a trot hurt so we just cantered most of the way home lol

[LuthienT]

I am glad it is getting better and I hope it keeps on getting better and better. :)

[Night Wolf]

well no ones on MSN so i'm lonely...but i feel ok cause today the grand total of $300 is saved not including money in my bank towards my new sword :grin:.

ahhh nothing like the forfillment in buying a well made sword...i try and get one well made (non-stainless) sword a year. but its been slowly increasing in volume a year lol

[Catz]

well i WOULD be on................but im stuck at work mecry
for another 2 HOURS!!!!!
hey well done with the savings hon........i want to see this when you get it sweety
:catz:

[Night Wolf]

Originally posted by Catz
well i WOULD be on................but im stuck at work mecry
for another 2 HOURS!!!!!
hey well done with the savings hon........i want to see this when you get it sweety
:catz:

awww *hugs* work sucks...today at work was hell for me, but thats cause i work with mental iddiot managers lol

and i've never been good at saving but i'm practicing discipline ;) wax on...wax off lol

heres a pic of the tsuba (guard) of the katana i'm getting... (http://bugei.com/images_products/878_big.jpg) :grin:

[Catz]

mmmm id be waxing off more than on LOL
well known for it im afraid ;)
and thats the one you have for your MSN display......very cool sweety..and very beautiful
:catz:

[Night Wolf]

:grin: yeah, more beautiful than those elvish pooh swords lol and made by mere men too ;) hahahaha

but i love it...the design is perfect and meaningful to me :)

[Catz]

it says something that something that means so much to you is so beautiful
it is lovely.......and worth every cent just cos of how good it makes you feel hon
:catz:

[Night Wolf]

:grin: thanks...its more than a weapon to me, and i wish my stupid government would realise that before they ban swords in my state too (victoria has a ban now).

but the licence system they want isnt too bad i guess...

but yes, swords, steel and a few other things make me happy...swords come second but since what comes first hasnt happened swords are number one in my life ;)

[Catz]

hey having one passion often leads to others hon.....passion is very appealing
:catz:

[Night Wolf]

Originally posted by Catz
hey having one passion often leads to others hon.....passion is very appealing
:catz:

except if its directed by Mel Gibson lol sorry had to say it hahaha

and i know, this one should lead me to the right places...;) and to the right people ;)

[Catz]

ha ha *shakes her head* deary deary me....... ;) lol
ahh sweety, theres no RIGHT..........theres just those that are good for you, and that could be anyone........but yes i think following this passion can only be good for you
:catz:

[Night Wolf]

lol what what? *looks innocent and shows my puppy dog blue eyes* ;)

[Catz]

lol cheeky beggar *pats him on the head* be nice and i might even rub your tummy hon ;) lol
:catz:

[Elfdaughter]

Originally posted by Night Wolf

heres a pic of the tsuba (guard) of the katana i'm getting... (http://bugei.com/images_products/878_big.jpg) :grin:

:drool: Oooohhh..... nice!!


I'm saving up for a proper schlager (a type of rapier)

Here's a few piccies of the one I REALLY want.......

http://therionarms.com/sold/ttoy185.html


But I't settle for this.........

http://www.deltin.it/rapier1969.jpg


:drool:

[Vanyë]

my head hurts and i feel stressed and worried....

[Elfdaughter]

Aw, poor Vanye. *hugs* What's happened?

[Keverzwijn]

Originally posted by Lady Luthien
Today I feel like saying: Kev, if you see this...sign on at 10:30 your time(if you're still up), or maybe a lil earlier, so we can chat!! I haven't talked to you in forever!

I'm sorry sweets, I haven't read your post 'till now. It's an outrage!But I'm on holidays right now so I have tons of time for you:p Well, I'm online right now but you're prolly out partying...as you should be on a friday evening. I'm just back from a party, feeling a wee bit drunk, but it's cool...it's all cool:grin:

No serious, I'm not that drunk. I'm just fooling around. I hope to talk to you soon.mecry

[Catz]

well right now im annoyed that i have to go to work in 10 mins..........irritated that i dont have my bike back so ill be stuck there till after 1 am again..........frustrated that they havent got the part they need to finish the work...........mmm overall im feeling scratchy lol
but ill live lol........work here i come ;)
:catz:

[Beleg Strongbow]

I feel tired as I worked hard gigging from midday yesterday till midnight and spent two hours driving through pea-soup fog trying to get home at 1:30 am in the morning. I have vewy, vewy sore eyes...

[Ice Dragoness]

Awwww poor Beleg!

I'm very happy today, I did something I've been meaning to do for months and was happy with the outcome....I heard what I really wanted to hear.

Beleg you need to get on MSN so I can talk to you about it :grin:

[Catz]

glad to see you made it in one piece then sweety :smooch:
im at work..............as usual...............and i cant get that damn msn to work properly lol damn the IT dept and their security settings lol
:catz:

[Beleg Strongbow]

I'm still peeved because, even with the upgrade of bulletin boards, I'm still not getting email alerts...pfbbt

[Night Wolf]

I feel like a dumbarse cause i kept clicking the link i had saved assuming the board was still down but its not so i'm also annoyed that the link changed to prove my iddiocy pfbbt

lol

[Beleg Strongbow]

...and I'm still not getting any email alerts...pfbbt

[Night Wolf]

lol is it that bad?

[Catz]

it is if he keeps telling us about it ;) lol
:catz:

[Night Wolf]

lol right now my moods changed and on a forum like this i cant say how i feel...lets just say if i had a GF right now she'd be very happy :shhh:

lol

[Naru`vatar]

Right now im in a perfect mood! Cause yesterday i was a great party and i meet a lots, lots and lots of girls! :cool:

[Beleg Strongbow]

I'm still not getting any email alerts...pfbbt

[Catz]

lol right now my moods changed and on a forum like this i cant say how i feel...lets just say if i had a GF right now she'd be very happy :shhh:

lol


eeeeep]!!!! :o :nono: what ARE you up to??
on second thoughts , i dont wanna knowpfbbt
and where the heck are you Beleg?? i dunno, i come back on and everyone disappears mecry lol
:catz:

[Night Wolf]

i'm not doing anything (mores the pity ;) )...plus a cold shower helps lol

[Bawax]

today has been a good day, i'm not as hungover as yesterday and i still have money in my pocket for going out again today if i want to. :grin:

i find a cold shower and a swift jog normally helps with that but you could always go for the other method as long as you don't have to shake hands with anyone.

[Catz]

no wonder you run so much sweets ;) lol
and remind me not to shake your hand if i ever meet you, ok? lol
and i was feeling bad, cos a friend said something that hurt my feelings, without intending to, so ofc then i got mad, even tho i felt bad about being angry..............but thanks to the wolfie *hugs* im feeling heaps better now
:catz:

[Theodon's neighbour]

I'm really tired today.
Found the energy to be here though. Naturally ;)

[LuthienT]

No worries Beleg I bet they will come on soon, just be patient. If you can. *Hugs Catz and brings out coffee*
Today I am happy and tired. lol I am so glad to be talking to you fine folks again! :)

[Caro1984]

I'm tired and bored at the moment...

[Lady Luthien]

I'm sorry sweets, I haven't read your post 'till now. It's an outrage!But I'm on holidays right now so I have tons of time for you:p Well, I'm online right now but you're prolly out partying...as you should be on a friday evening. I'm just back from a party, feeling a wee bit drunk, but it's cool...it's all cool:grin:

No serious, I'm not that drunk. I'm just fooling around. I hope to talk to you soon.mecry

I know! I miss you :( Glad you had fun at your party :grin:
But you were right...I was indeed out partying last Friday night. But apparently the Germans (exchange students) aren't too happy with American parties...or American beer for that matter, but they still managed to enjoy themselves (a little too much, actually lol)
Anyway...they're staying here for another week, so I'm busy out of sight and mind until then. I hope to catch you online soon. Are we gunna have to start making schedules of times to sign on? That would be so sad! lol
Well, I hope to talk soon!

[LuthienT]

:wave: Hi LL! Glad you are here and the German exchange students are having a good time. lol Come back soon dear and have fun!

[Lady Luthien]

Hey there, LT! I'll be on a while tonight prolly b/c I'm much too exhausted to even think of doing homework. How's it going with you these days?

[LuthienT]

lol Yeah Homework would be the last thing on my mind too. lol Things are going well, I am all moved and having fun! lol I took the week to get settled and will start to really get into things this week. Thanks for asking.

[Beleg Strongbow]

generally feeling tired today and sick or wading through emails...